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Real Dreams

by Jac Aranda

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1.
Love is not a number It is nowhere in sight You don't need to find it Love is not trying to hide I think we could fix it Now that you're here by my side Let's get down to business Let's give meaning to our lives Let's define love, love, love x2 If we got together, I could tell you about my life Maybe you could tell me how you got to be so nice It isn't so crazy, in fact it's only right It's only a problem because we haven't even tried (so) Let's define love, love, love x2 It's giving care and it's putting up a fight For yourself, environment and the like But most importantly What you feel How you think about love I'll send you some pictures when there's color in the sky It's all pink and orange, you should really go outside We all know that we want it, like in the songs that make you cry But in them it's undetermined just for what it is we strive (so) Let's define love, love, love x2
2.
Taking Time 02:17
If you feel like taking the time All I want from mine is to be part of yours And all that follows I'll try again tomorrow If you think that faking it's fine Pour me a glass of wine I'll drink the bottle down And drown in sorrow I'll try again tomorrow But you want out of it I can't say I don't Understand Maybe now I'll get Some rest There's that thumping thing inside my chest The only sound I have left Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh If you don't have a stake in the fight You helped organize What are we doing here? Is your heart hollow? I'll try again tomorrow I'll try again If you feel like taking the time If you feel like taking the time If you feel like taking the time
3.
I drew a diagram It's not a perfect circle Just goes to show It's all connected I spoke to Abraham Leaning on the bar It's hard to hear You seem conflicted And I am So close to home So close to home and I might as well go x2 Your friends were talking shit On some guy I don't know We share a name First it confused me A bit too accurate Swingin' a low blow All the same Kind of amusing But it hit So close to home So close to home and I might as well go x2 In the loading zone Took a group picture Against a brick wall It was constructed After the show Under the sole light fixture I cracked a smile My face obstructed There I am So close to home So close to home that I might as well go x3 So close to home, so close to home Might as well go Might as well go Might as well go
4.
Every time I fall I don't know why I don't know why Every time I fall I don't know why But I comply Every time I fall I know I'll get by Can't say why Every time I fall It reminds me To simplify Every time I fall Demystifies me Cut down to size Every time I fall It defines me Compromise
5.
Eye Sea 01:08
I see: A house on the horizon A flower from a plant on a vase on a table And a succulent on the lower level of the table I see a woven rocking chair sitting still A half drank cup of coffee sitting at an angle Rendering the liquid invisible
6.
Twisted Vine 02:26
Oh, love I can't wait I can't wait Not this time I'm afraid I'm afraid Oh, no Not again Not again A twisted vine circles back on itself Separated now and it floats in mid-air Oh, love Is it true? I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm afraid
7.
Real Dreams 03:22
You were right This is only like a dream Like the night Seems always not to seem There's no looking ahead There's only meaning in the now Past experiences I can see them in the clouds And I've been searching for a sign All my life All this time right behind my eyes Oh my All my life Oh my This is only like a dream Seems so not to seem In light of everything My mind made that scene I can feel this So it must exist Both itch and pinch I can subsist With some vigilance I can be this Good night, good night Alright, alright Good night, good night I had a dream you would've liked
8.
Forget who I was, he's tucked in a drawer I don't know what he does, we don't talk anymore The last time he saw you was a total bore All gray and blue, what a hapless chore We don't talk anymore Opened up and re-arranged Hope enough I'm not the same Forget what I said, I won't assume your point of view You never knew who I was talking to I used to build it up Now I'm trying To be real I'm content and still We don't talk anymore
9.
Drawing a line in the sand Just to show that you can You say to cross it if you dare But that won't get me anywhere Here we are right back at the start Except something's changed between us And it makes sense, I deserve it To exist is to be broken apart Broken apart It may someday wash away Away Away But the action still remains Remains Remains Here we are right where we started Except some things changed between us And it's worth it, I prefer it To being never broken-hearted (x4)
10.
I do regret acting that way But how else could I have learned? I cannot regret choices I've made Situational response based on previous knowledge Gain new knowledge I don't want to fret over will or fate Don't see what difference it makes I can only accept there are no mistakes Emotional response based on previous thought Gain new knowledge Gain new knowledge Gain new knowledge I am brain blank walking into convenience store I find comfort in routine As I often do I push on the pull door I am humbled constantly This I need And in spite of/because of what seem to be decisions Would have happened either way Every action's reaction unknown 'til it happens We are caught in this endless moment momentum So is anyone really Free to choose Free to choose Free to chew ooze
11.
Don't let doubt keep you down Don't let hope overcome you Keep you down Overcome you That damn dumb bouncing ball To the sky, hit the ground In one place constantly To the sky, hit the ground Keep you down Overcome you If you can Don't let doubt keep you down Don't let hope overcome you Work it out
12.
In the morning I thought I felt you there On your side of the bed I went to touch your hair There was nothing And it made me sad But in that moment I had you back Is this a waking dream? Well let's just call it Whatever the opposite of sleep paralysis is Yeah you make me move, yeah you make me move And you're not in the room, not even in the room So in the morning I hope to feel you there Even if it's in my head I don't really care When I wake up and forget that you're away Everything's OK And I have no fear I wanna think you're here

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Recorded with and without Thom Lucero on a Tascam Portastudio 414
Featuring Pauline Lay (Violin) on "Let's Define Love"
Photo by Thom "Thim" Lucero from vanillapotato.com

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released April 24, 2018

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